echoes in the cave, 3
i want to have words here,
but i don’t.
i want to know what is happening,
inside me,
but i don’t.
i want to know what to do,
what to say,
how to feel,
how to move,
but i don’t.
i want to hear your words for me,
but i don’t.
i want to know your vision,
plan, purpose for this,
but i don’t.
i want to see you,
feel you now,
but i don’t.
i know not much,
but i want to.
or maybe i don’t,
i just want you.
from the journal 7/15/26